Woke up today still thinking of the beautiful wedding ring that should be on my finger. It felt it was way overdue. As though now that its been 10 years I definitely deserve it.
I looked across the bed and I just wanted to say ‘ I want a wedding ring’
But I kept quiet thinking how materialistic that sounded but come to think of it…. Call it what you want but I have stayed all these years without a wedding ring so materialistic my foot!
As the day went on I didn’t say anything about it. The whole topic felt like one of those exhausting arguments and I honestly don’t have any energy to spare with three little ones to care for.
The next thing I remember was looking straight at his phone as an advertisement text for escorts comes in. It wouldn’t be unusual, again I still don’t have any energy to spare so I kept quiet.
Life seems so cruel right now, I feel emotionally and physically drained. Yet tomorrow the sun will rise. And I hope I will have a better day.
Marriage Motherhood and Life 